Archive for February, 2012

thank you guys for appreciating my video, this go to all rushers, silent man o active, thru thick and thin, laging nasa likod tau nila Chico and Delle 😀

can’t wait to write the story behind this vid 😀

Strange Fruit

Omigosh, I really don’t know what to say. This video really got me all wistful. It’s touching on so many levels. There’s the fact that he’s been listening for so long after all these years, through the good and the bad, and the fact that he went through so much trouble traveling from so far for a few seconds with us, to have his book signed. For us, we meet everyone for a few seconds, but for some of our guests, that brief moment was long in the making. Thanks Amherst Ureign, your gift to us is WAY more precious than what you say we gave you. We may never know what people have done to support us, but we’d like to thank you guys nevertheless. You guys know how to turn us into puddles of mush. *sniff*

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For my Nerd :D

remember when you told me your favorite dream?
well here it is. finally colored and framed. this is for you dear 😀
advance happy Vday 😀 see you tomorrow


Si Daniel sa tatlong buntunghininga

Bigla kang nagising. Naalimpungatan at nainis. Dal’wang oras ang ginugol mo para mapagod ang mga mata upang ika’y makatulog. Pilit mong binura ang isang linggong pag-ibig na dahilan ng iyong pagkahapo. Pinilit ang sariling hindi magisip sa kung anumang bagay na nagpapaalala sa kanya. Muli, bigla kang nainis sa lahat ng pangyayari. Dagdag problema pa tuloy kung paano ka muli makakatulog.

Umaandar ang oras at tangi mo lang magagawa ay ang maging tulala sa mga susunod na minuto. Muli mo siyang maalala, ang ngiti sa kanyang mga labi, mga panahong siya’y nahagkan at mga pagkakataong gumaan ang iyong pakiramdam sa bawat pagtagpo ng inyong mga mata. Biglang sumakit ang iyong ulo, mahirap makalimutan ang taong minsan naging dahilan ng iyong paghinga.

Madilim sa loob ng iyong kwartong napapalibutan ng kanyang mga alaala, ang mga litrato ninyong dalawa, nakangiti sa kawalan. Mga kabibeng iyong inipon sa isang bote  para makuha ang matamis niyang  oo Ang mabangong  suklay na lagi niyang gamit. At ang librong una mong binili para sabay niyong basahin, para kayo’y makatulog at sabay ring managinip.

Malamig, nakakabingi ang malakas na patak ng ulan sa bubungan ng iyong kwarto. Tila inaagaw ang iyong atensyon sa puso mong kanina pa humihiyaw. Pero dahil malapit sa tainga ang iyong puso, naiintindihan mo ang galit na kanina pa nito binubulyaw sa iyo. Tinatanong ka niya kung bakit kailangan humantong ng ganito. Wala kang maisagot at di mo alam kung bakit.

Tumila na ang ulan at ang puso mo’y biglang tumahimik. Ang buwan ay unti unting nagbabalik sa kalangitan at dinidiligan ng liwanag ang iyong madilim na kwarto. Malamig parin sa paligid pero di ka naghanap ng kumot, andun ka parin, tulala pero nakangiti, bigla kang nakaramdam ng yakap, kumalma ka ng tuluyan at muling nakita ang kanyang maaliwalas na mukha. Sinalo muli ng iyong kama ang iyong pagod na katawan, tulirong isipan at paos na puso.  Idinilat mo muli ang namumugtong mga  mata at tinanaw ang buwan sa bintana. Andun siya sa kalangitan, naglalaro malapit sa buwan at hindi na sa iyong isipan.

Kahit malayo, ramdam mong nagtagpo ang inyong mga mata, nagpalitan ng ngiti at tuluyan nang namaalan sa isa’t isa. Sa isang kisap mata’y siya’y biglang naglaho, pero di ka nalungkot dahil alam mong siya’y nakatago kung saan sa iyong puso. Ang mga alaala’y naibaon mo na iyong kamalayan. Tuluyan mo nang isinara ang iyong mga mata, pero hindi ang puso. Mahal mo parin ang babaeng naglalaro sa liwanag ng buwan.

Puyat at nangungulila.

Nililibang ang sarili upang makalimutan ang nakaraan. Nagpapawis ang paligid dahil init ng katanghalian ngunit wala kang pakialam, gusto mo ng umuwi at tuluyang managinip at lisanin ang reyalidad. Paminsan minsan ay napupukaw ng iilan ang iyong pansin. Gintong pagkakataon. Ikaw lang ang nakakaalam ng sakit ng iyong nararamdaman at ng mga mumunting pangarap ang iyong kinasasabikan.

Binibilang mo ang bawat liko ng bus ng iyong sinasakyan. Nagagalit sa bawat hinto at nangingiti sa bawat pagkaripas nito. Sabik na sabik ka na sa iyong kama upang sa panaginip ay muli syang makasama.

Muling huminto ang bus sa ika dalawampu’t pitong pagkakataon. Tumagal ito ng ilang minuto. Sumakay ang iilan at bumaba ang karamihan, nasa bandang Cubao ka na pala nang di mo namamlayan.

Umandar muli ang bus. Balik sa pagkaripas ang iyong pananabik, gayun din ang bus na iyong lulan.

Maya’t maya’y may nangalabit sa iyo, sabay abot ng sobre ng isang dalaga, ika’y nginitian at umalis. Biglang nakabalik ka sa reyalidad, naramdaman mo ang init ng araw at nagpapawis na kapaligiran. Sinundan mo ng tingin ang dalagang nag-aabot ng sobre sa mga pasahero, tulad mo, lahat sila’y may kanya kanyang katanungan sa kanilang isipan.

Tinahak ng dalaga ang maugang daan papunta sa harapan ng bus. Humarap sa inyong lahat at nagsimulang mangaral. Tangan  man niya ang kanyang bibliya, di parin siya ligtas sa mga mapanuring mga mata. Kasama niya ang lakas ng loob sa pagkakataong iyon, taas noo siyang nagsalita kahit alam niyang walang gustong makinig sa kanya, na hindi siya maiintindihan ng karamihan dahil sa ingay ng syudad.

Natagpuan mo ang iyong sarili na binabasa ang bawat buka ng kanyang mga labi. Di ka nakikinig kundi namamangha. Tinitigan mo ang sobre saglit at di nag atubiling isilid ang iyong sukli. Alam mo na ang kanyang pakay ngunit di mo alam kung totoo o hindi.

Naglalakad sa gitna ng mapanghusga at walang pakialam na mga pasahero, isa-isang kinuha ang mga sobre, umaasang may laman ang mga ito. Huli ka niyang pinuntahan, inabot mo ang sobre at isang ngiti, sinuklian ka niya ng ngiti at bigla ka nyang tinabihan. Inisa isa niyang buksan ang mga sobre at inipon ang mga barya sa isang supot. Alam niyang nakatuon ang pansin mo sa kanya, tinitigan ka niya at nginitian muli. May sinasabi siya, ngunit di mo maintindihan dahil sa ingay ng paligid. Natigilan siya , tumayo at bumaba ng sasakyan.

Gusto mong magtanong pero di mo nagawa. Nanghinayang ka kung bakit di mo nabasa ang kanyang labi nang sinubukan ka niyang kausapin. Sa sandali mo syang nakatabi. Alam mo siya’y isang desenteng dalaga, malinis at wagas sa kanyang hangarin. Ngunit  di ka parin sigurado, kung nagtanong ka lamang.

Umandar muli ang bus at nawala unti unti sa iyong paningin ang dalagang iyon, malayo na ang iyong narating, ngunit nasa dalaga parin ang iyong isipan. Nakalimutan mo na ang iyong pananabik makauwi. Nakalimutan mo na may pangarap kang kanina mo pa inaasam-asam. Nasa dalagang iyon umiikot ngayon ang iyong isipian. Alam mong panandalian lang ngunit ano kaya kung nagtanong ka lamang?

Makalipas ang apat na taon, pinilit kitang limutin ngunit sa panaginip parin tayo nagtatagpo, ika’y  nakangiti, nangungusap ang mga mata at tila nagbabantay.

Hapo na ang puso, sumuko narin ang aking isipan.

Sa tingin ko, hahayaan na lamang kita.

Namili ako, matulog na iniisip ang trabaho o matulog nang nanabik na muli kang makita. Naawa ako sa aking sarili at pinili ang una. Pipikit lamang, nakahiga sa kadiliman, mapahinga lang ang katawan.

Apat na taon at ika’y nakalimutan. Ako’y nakakahinga ng maluwag pero tila may kulang. Matagal tagal ko na ring magbantay, mangamba bago matulog. Minahal ko na ang dilim at alam kong komportable nang makakapahinga ang aking katawan at gigising kinabukasan ng may lakas.

Akala ko nailigaw na kita sa aking isipan matapos ang apat na taon.

Minsa’y nahimlay ako at unti unting binalot ng kadiliman at lamig. Hinele nito ang hapong katawan. Ako’y napangiti sa aking nararamdaman nang biglang nagliwanag at natagpuan ang sarili sa gitna ng malawak na kagubatan.

Bigla ako nakarinig ng pamilyar na boses.

Ang iyong boses na huli kong narinig apat na taon nang nakakaraan.  Alam kong ika’y aking nakalimutan ngunit bigla akong nagulat nang nagsimula akong maglakad, sumusunod sa dikta ng aking puso na ika’y hanapin.

Manipis ang hangin at madulas ang mga makikitid na daan, madamo ang kapaligiran at tila maraming nagmamasid, ngunit di ito ininda ng aking katawan, mahanap ka lamang.

Unti-unting nawala ang iyong boses ngunit unti-unti rin akong bumabalik sa aking katinuan. Natagpuan na lamang ang sarili na nawawala sa gitna ng kagubatan, gulong-gulo ang isipan at pagod ang katawan.

Kulang ang apat na taon upang ika’y kalimutan


Scenarios Inc. [18] : The Bourne Legacy Trailer

After the traffic, the hype, and not to mention special coverage of 24 Oras, I think we deserve to see how their production here in the country turned out.

Being the  fourth installment of the Bourne Film Series, The BOURNE LEGACY is an upcoming 2012 film based on the Jason Bourne Novels of Robert Ludlum and Eric Van Lustbader.

Yep the trailer is out and i think this is not fan made, (still having some doubts) but still, it’s frustrating that there’s still no sign of Manila. I think they’re reserving it for the main trailer. Oh well. I’m excited to see the Rachel Weisz clinging on a spinning jeepney like what some production peeps are saying.

(btw. their production took place in Sta Mesa last Saturday, kaya yun walang klase 😀 another things, thanks to Sir Anton of PusangKalye.net for the awesome find. I literally jumped when I saw this. )

So that’s for now guys.

So Till Then and Godbless :D


Scenarios Inc [17] : Single, Single NEVER Double

(mga) Rason kung bakit ka pa single. hehe 😀

Ang tamaan, tumakbo sa malapit na ospital o tawag na kay Dr. Love ng DZMM 😀 Salamat Hana Banana for this awesome find


Declare [14] : Our February Playlist

Yikes! Feb is here. Means we have to deal with the same old love songs all over again. Well, we must admit, some of those songs built some relationships, some songs made those existing stronger.

Me too, I caught myself sharing earpiece with a girl, singing our hearts out while we’re on our way to her province. Though it was my brother’s player, I am surprised that there’s so many (love) songs in it knowing he’s into metal.  More surprisingly that my girl and I whole-heatedly can sing those word by word. Indeed, it made our journey something to cherish.

Three years passed and I’m still  planning to do the same thing but this time, I will not borrow songs from my brother anymore. (thanks for having your player that time but I really  hate metal. sorry bro. no offense hehe. )

I want to spice up the trip, I made a completely new playlist for her. I am confident that we’re into the same genre, hope she’ll like these songs 😀

30. BABY IT’S FACT by Hellogoodbye

(album : Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!)

Just in case their wondering
They’ve got us pinned terribly
They don’t believe our love is real
Cause they don’t know how real love feels
You should know it’s true
Just now, the part about my love for you

29. SAN FRANCISCO by The Weepies

(album : iTunes Live EP)

28. FAST CAR version by Kina Grannis & Boyce Avenue

(album : iTunes Live EP)

I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped ’round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

27. DEEP INSIDE OF YOU by Third Eye Blind

(album : Third Eye Blind)

I’d know what to do if I just knew what’s coming
I would change myself if I could
I’d walk with my people if I could find them
And I’d say that I’m sorry to you
I’m sorry to you

26. OBVIOUS by Westlife

(album : Turnaround)

I’ve made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I’ve crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I’m not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I’ll say it in a love song


25. LOVER LAY DOWN by Dave Matthews Band

(album : Under the Table and Dreaming)

I’m fire-you’re the ocean
I’m energy-you’re the rhythm
Love is somewhere in between
What you believe and what you dream
I’m just trying to make you mine
You’re the ocean

23. OK! IT’S ALRIGHT WITH ME by Eric Hutchinson

(album : Sounds like this)

When Bernadette comes I get lost on her time
She’s much too sweet and she’s always gonna be
And when I return to her arms and her eyes
It might not be the same, but it’s alright with me

22. ONE SWEET LOVE by Sara Bareilles

(album : Little Voice)

The time that I’ve taken
I pray is not wasted
Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?
Ready and waiting for a heart worth the breaking
But I’d settle for an honest mistake in the name of
One sweet love.


21. COME ON GET HIGHER by Matt Nathanson

(album : Some Mad Hope)

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

20. ALL MY LOVING version by JIM STURGEES

(album : Across the Universe Motion Picture Soundtrack)

Close your eyes and I’ll kiss you
Tomorrow I’ll miss you
Remember I’ll always be true
And then while I’m away
I’ll write home every day
And I’ll send all my loving to you

19. UNDRESS by Howie Day

(album : Sound the Alarm)

In a world full of chaos
Shut out this deafening roar
For just one minute more

18. YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE by Maria Mena

(album : White Turns Blue)

You’re the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You’re the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

17. LIFE LESS ORDINARY by Carbon Leaf

(album : Indian Summer)

Well I hate to be a bother,
But it’s you and there’s no other, I do believe
You can call me naive but…
I know me very well (at least as far as I can tell)
And I know what I need

16. BUBBLY TOES by Jack Johnson

(album : Bushfire Fairytales)

His dreams are like commercials
But her dreams are picture perfect and
Our dreams are so related though they’re often underestimated

15. STAY TONIGHT by James Blunt

(album : Some Kind of Trouble)

We watched the sunset from our car
We all took it in
And by the time that it was dark
You and me had something, yeah!

14. YOU MAKE IT REAL by James Morrison

(album : Songs for you, Truths for me)

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately,
‘Cause you make it real for me


13. NO STOPPING US by Jason Mraz

(album : Waiting for my rocket to come)

Would it take a bakers dozen to get my point to you?
Would it take a half a pound to roll a joint for you
Would it take some hailing mary’s so full of grace to get my sound to you
Will you help me break it down and get on thru

Down to the other side
Its easy of you only try
We don’t lie down on the job
Because once we hit the top there’s no stopping us

12. I CAN’T READ YOU by Daniel Bedingfield

(album : Gotta get thru this)

I’m never shy but this is different
I can’t explain the way I’m feeling tonight
I’m losing control of my heart
Tell me what can I do to make you happy
Nothing I ever say seems to come out right
I’m losing control of my heart

11. HALF OF MY HEART  by John Mayer feat. Taylor Swift

(album : Battle Studies)

half of my heart’s got a real good imagination
half of my heart’s got you
half of my heart’s got a right mind to tell you
that half of my heart won’t do


10. BLISS by Alice Peacock feat. John Mayer

It’s joy, it’s ecstacy, it’s truth, it’s destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel
There’s only one word for this
It’s bliss


9. NO TIME by Just Jack

(album : Overtones)

8. SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW by Keane

(album : Hopes and Fears)

And if you have a minute why don’t we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go
Somewhere only we know?

7. BESIDE YOU by Marianas Trench

(album : Masterpiece Theater)

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I’ll be right beside you


6. NEVER GONNA LEAVE THIS BED by Maroon 5

(album : Hands All Over)

Take all that I have
I’d give it all away just to get you back

5. SPEAK by Nickel Creek

(album : Reason Why)

Well I sat down next to a photograph
Tried my best almost made her laugh
She was my toughest crowd
There in the way was a mountain up in the clouds
Well I can’t sleep and I’m not in love
I can’t speak without messing up
Eye’s tell of what’s behind
And hers showed the way to a long and lonely climb
But through failure I’ll proceed
And she’ll see how far I’ve come

4. SHINE ON by Rascal Flatts

(album : Melt)

Shine on, shine on, shine on me
Whenever something’s missing
You’re exactly what I need
Your love has shown me the light and now I finally see
So shine on, shine on, shine on me, yeah

3. HOLD ME by Savage Garden

(album : Affirmation)

might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it’s alright
I might need you to make the first stand
Because tonight I’m finding it hard to be your man


2. LOVE HOW IT HURTS by Scouting for Girls

(album : Everybody Wants To Be On TV)

Three little words, That’s all that I’ve got
Three little words, Like it or not

Tell me you noticed? Tell me you heard?
For you I’d have run to the ends of the Earth
I couldn’t keep you, but I’ll keep my word
It’s the most beautiful pain in the world
I love how it hurts

1. PLANETS BEND BETWEEN US, The by Snow Patrol
(album : Up to Now)

I will race you to the waterside
And from the edge of Ireland shout out loud
So they could hear it in America
It’s all for you

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Apologies for this long post. inlababo lang 😀 hehe. cross fingers.

So that’s for now guys.

So Till Then and Godbless 😀